Midnite Musings

Woo Hoo *bust out da champagne* my first blog.....
Even though I'm really glad I got my first job....the thing is... it's really REALLY boring. half the time I got Sh$T all to do...and then they "monitor" the internet access at work. recording the date and where you visited online so totally can't surf freely. not like i'm looking up porn or anything illegal but they're so strict at work, not sure if they'd appreciate me checking my hi5 profile and reading up on my friend's blog.

I must admit this is way better than Xanga, coz i'm so technically challenged online. lol.
I was looking forward to changing my blog address to piggiepoo, but just checked awhile ago. think that addy already belong to a 15 yrs old singaporean chickadee. She was rambling on some silly thing like...oh i dont wanna be in band class anymore. and i got my friend to do my powerpoint for me... lawds... did we all talk like that when we were 15?

You ever read back your old diary entries and then have a "OMG...I was like this? What was I thinking" moment.... you look back and think wow...I'm so mature now (rather than ewww I was soooo immature) hahah.

But then you reach the part where you're gushing on and on about your first love... your one true love... your soul mate...and just wonder how can you ever love someone so deeply and yet it didn't work out...can't everyone see you're destined to be together....."the one you can never forget" *sigh* and even though you can see now how the relationship is doomed. you were too different, with regards to your dreams and goals, the way you think, your attitude towards a variety of things. It never would have worked... but yet, you're still thinking "what if....."