Finally, I can pick up some pieces of my broken life and start all over again.
Startng tomorrow, I'll be working at a Construction Market Intelligence Company. Don't ask me what they or I'm doing...coz I'm still not too sure yet. haha.. but it's a global organisation, so hopefully some aspect of my degree will come in handy.
Also going to continue with my Masters. 4 more classes....but going to take me a whole year to complete instead of just one semester since one of the core subjects is not offered til next year.... uuggh. that's a bit annoying. but at least I can concentrate and work hard to hopefully get really good grades. *fingers crossed* I'll manage to find people to work well with in my groups later on.
But personally...i'm still trying to sort that out.
there are good days and then there are bad days.
sometimes it's manageable.. but at others. it's really dark...
How do you forgive betrayal?
How do you rebuild trust?
Believe in something that is totally crushed?
I don't know if I can do it all over again...
To open myself to more hurt and pain
But yet, I'm not strong enough to say no
and have the courage to be alone.
Maybe One day. when it's all over
I;ll be able to look back
and realise i'm stronger and wiser
And all of this was meant to be
to make me into someone better
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Good for people to know.
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