Friday, 13 April 2007

So much has happened.......

I don't even know where to begin. Never really thought I was a private person but I hate sharing bad news. I hate others seeing me when I'm down and depressed. But that can't be helped now. I don't know how to get out of this...."mess" i'm in. Been looking down the tunnel hoping to see light at the end. but just seems like endless darkness and i keep on falling and tumbling.

with all the bad news I don't know how to see the "brighter" side anymore.
a dream i've believe in was shattered and along with it my heart and confidence.
I don't even know where to begin picking up the pieces.
Nothing seems right at the moment.
I don't know how to be "me" anymore.
Friends say i need to be strong to get through this. but I dont know where to get the strength from. Inner strength is so non existent at the moment.

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