it was good to chat with you today, seems like so long since we last chatted normally. without either of us getting frustrated and upset.
you stil run through my mind daily and i'm missing u as i type.
wishing things could go back to the way they once were.
just u and me.
Why does it have to be so complicated?
why does everything feel so right with you?
Like we belong together and are meant to be...yet there's this wall separating us
and i don't know how to get pass.
u tell me it's over again and again
and finally i'm starting to believe u
yet talking to u has rekindled something in my heart
i find it so hard to let go.
so scared to be alone again
Please come back
I miss u so terribly
Tuesday, 29 July 2008
Friday, 25 July 2008
My Dream Phone - Samsung Omnia i900
I was ouch never into the iphone Hype. but desperately need a new phone. so been doing some research online and found this baby....ooooh *droooool*
so sexy. and offers everything i want.
great camera 5 mpixel
GPS -since i get lost even walkin around
radio and music player
touch screen
sexy look
now if it's only availale in Sydney.......
Cannot wait!
Monday, 21 July 2008
L'oreal Infallible Lipstick - The colour stay lipstick that doesn't wear off - The Hand
Went to Priceline the other day to check out the new L'oreal Infallible long wear lipstick. The ad says 16 hours of wear....I was intrigued, plus the packaging was very cute.
SO I was trying on all the different colours on my hand trying to decide which one to get. At the end I had over 10 different streaks on my hand back.... Went over to the priceline chick to help remove the lipstick marks... she gave me a tissue. i rubbed... nothing happened... She offered me some cleanser...nothing happened....next, eye makeup remover..nothing happened... we decide to try the L'oreal brand remover...still nothing much happened apart from some minor smudges....
That was 2 days ago.... I still have faint lipstick marks on my hand back.....
Saturday, 19 July 2008
A year has passed.....
Dear Blog,
It's been over a year since my last entry. so much has happened....I wouldn't even know where to start....There's been lots of ups and lots and lots of downs. Thank goodness for my dearest friends to hold me up and suport me during the hard times. Else I wouldn't know how to handle them all.
But seems like everyone has issues... big and small, it's just up to us -how to handle things. Some ppl are very strong and determined and once they made up their minds, will follow thru and act, while there are others like me. Refusing to let go. always carry hope. trying to make things better. dragging things out.
But I just hate hate hate saying good bye. That's the hardest task ever. how do u bid farewell to someone/something that meant sooo much. that has help mould you into the person you are today? I just can't say goodbye.
It's been over a year since my last entry. so much has happened....I wouldn't even know where to start....There's been lots of ups and lots and lots of downs. Thank goodness for my dearest friends to hold me up and suport me during the hard times. Else I wouldn't know how to handle them all.
But seems like everyone has issues... big and small, it's just up to us -how to handle things. Some ppl are very strong and determined and once they made up their minds, will follow thru and act, while there are others like me. Refusing to let go. always carry hope. trying to make things better. dragging things out.
But I just hate hate hate saying good bye. That's the hardest task ever. how do u bid farewell to someone/something that meant sooo much. that has help mould you into the person you are today? I just can't say goodbye.
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
Taking small baby steps
Need to focus, each day is a new day. Moving forward.
It's hard not to think about the past, miss what you once had.
But then, so much has happened... really can't go back.
Work was bit more productive today. I can't wait to make the my own.
Tweak some of the way things are done. to be more efficient and more conscious of paper wastage. So much to learn. Glad to have something to take my mind off things.
Seems like I dont really have to worry about being late. heheh....
wow, perfect job for me. since tardiness was always an issue... even though I try really hard. ok it's just bad in the mornings when i'm like pressing snooze 5 times. hahah
but i'm determine to get up on time now...
let's hope this will last.
It's hard not to think about the past, miss what you once had.
But then, so much has happened... really can't go back.
Work was bit more productive today. I can't wait to make the my own.
Tweak some of the way things are done. to be more efficient and more conscious of paper wastage. So much to learn. Glad to have something to take my mind off things.
Seems like I dont really have to worry about being late. heheh....
wow, perfect job for me. since tardiness was always an issue... even though I try really hard. ok it's just bad in the mornings when i'm like pressing snooze 5 times. hahah
but i'm determine to get up on time now...
let's hope this will last.
Saturday, 23 June 2007
Starting All Over Again
Finally, I can pick up some pieces of my broken life and start all over again.
Startng tomorrow, I'll be working at a Construction Market Intelligence Company. Don't ask me what they or I'm doing...coz I'm still not too sure yet. haha.. but it's a global organisation, so hopefully some aspect of my degree will come in handy.
Also going to continue with my Masters. 4 more classes....but going to take me a whole year to complete instead of just one semester since one of the core subjects is not offered til next year.... uuggh. that's a bit annoying. but at least I can concentrate and work hard to hopefully get really good grades. *fingers crossed* I'll manage to find people to work well with in my groups later on.
But personally...i'm still trying to sort that out.
there are good days and then there are bad days.
sometimes it's manageable.. but at others. it's really dark...
How do you forgive betrayal?
How do you rebuild trust?
Believe in something that is totally crushed?
I don't know if I can do it all over again...
To open myself to more hurt and pain
But yet, I'm not strong enough to say no
and have the courage to be alone.
Maybe One day. when it's all over
I;ll be able to look back
and realise i'm stronger and wiser
And all of this was meant to be
to make me into someone better
Startng tomorrow, I'll be working at a Construction Market Intelligence Company. Don't ask me what they or I'm doing...coz I'm still not too sure yet. haha.. but it's a global organisation, so hopefully some aspect of my degree will come in handy.
Also going to continue with my Masters. 4 more classes....but going to take me a whole year to complete instead of just one semester since one of the core subjects is not offered til next year.... uuggh. that's a bit annoying. but at least I can concentrate and work hard to hopefully get really good grades. *fingers crossed* I'll manage to find people to work well with in my groups later on.
But personally...i'm still trying to sort that out.
there are good days and then there are bad days.
sometimes it's manageable.. but at others. it's really dark...
How do you forgive betrayal?
How do you rebuild trust?
Believe in something that is totally crushed?
I don't know if I can do it all over again...
To open myself to more hurt and pain
But yet, I'm not strong enough to say no
and have the courage to be alone.
Maybe One day. when it's all over
I;ll be able to look back
and realise i'm stronger and wiser
And all of this was meant to be
to make me into someone better
Monday, 7 May 2007
city rail staff not so bad afterall
i must have finally hit on some good luck.
went to visit my relatives over the weekend which usually includes a very long train ride, was a bit tired so i took off my glasses to rest my eyes during the journey. when i got off the train, the world seemed all a bit blurry...no wonder i left my glasses on the train. eeeks! i was so worried....was i gonna be blind??? went quickly to the station staff at the ticket booth and told him what happened and requested for assistance. but never thinking he can actually do much about it... but he did! he contacted the station staff at the train's approaching station and told them what carriage i thought i was on and where i think i left my spectacles..and they actually found them and sent them back to me on the next train back. wow.... so utterly unexpected...
since there was a 15 mins gap before the next train would return. i decide to go and drop off my stuff at my relatives before picking up my glasses and as a token of my appreciation i just quickly grabbed two fuji fruits....was that too tacky?? hey. they sell like $5 for 2...maybe i should offer to buy him coffee instead
but anyhow when i returned to the station and offered my tokens of appreciation there was just this big awkwardness....eeeks... was it so bad?? i just thought he went out of his way. beyong his call of duty for me.
(though he claims that this was part of they responsiblity, but how many do carry them out) i really just want to show my appreciation.... hmm maybe i'll give him a shout out on MX newspaper instead.....
went to visit my relatives over the weekend which usually includes a very long train ride, was a bit tired so i took off my glasses to rest my eyes during the journey. when i got off the train, the world seemed all a bit blurry...no wonder i left my glasses on the train. eeeks! i was so worried....was i gonna be blind??? went quickly to the station staff at the ticket booth and told him what happened and requested for assistance. but never thinking he can actually do much about it... but he did! he contacted the station staff at the train's approaching station and told them what carriage i thought i was on and where i think i left my spectacles..and they actually found them and sent them back to me on the next train back. wow.... so utterly unexpected...
since there was a 15 mins gap before the next train would return. i decide to go and drop off my stuff at my relatives before picking up my glasses and as a token of my appreciation i just quickly grabbed two fuji fruits....was that too tacky?? hey. they sell like $5 for 2...maybe i should offer to buy him coffee instead
but anyhow when i returned to the station and offered my tokens of appreciation there was just this big awkwardness....eeeks... was it so bad?? i just thought he went out of his way. beyong his call of duty for me.
(though he claims that this was part of they responsiblity, but how many do carry them out) i really just want to show my appreciation.... hmm maybe i'll give him a shout out on MX newspaper instead.....
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